Everything

A friend showed me this song....I love it to death already!

It's called "Everything"
Here's the youtube link.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fjDojEOiMcE

Mixed feelings

OK, so I'm in La Grande and I love it! It's all snowy and it's fun to go places with Cherise and Kiel.....but then theres part of me that feels out of place. That part of me is telling me that I should go home, and I can't really point out where it's coming from.

Tonight is the church's Christmas party (NewSong in La Grande) I'm super excited!!

Umm....thats it for now....bye

11:28PM....so tired!

I'm listening to youtube...it's amazingly funny...

Umm...so, what to say thats actually worth something...
I finished classes today!! I had my very last final and I even got out early!! =D

I stuck around because my teacher brought cookies and hot apple cider because it was the last day and all. Yeah, it was amazing! Except Andrew was right...he said the cider was really hot, but I didn't listen and I burnt my tongue. Not so schmart.

I g2g to bed! It's late and I have things to do tomorrow....

Zookinorkiness

Zookinorkiness (ZOO-key-NOR-key-neSS)....I like my new word. You say someone is acting with zookinorkiness when they are acting dumb, big headed, arrogant, and/or just plain jerkyness. OR it could mean someone is just being silly, but if you've never heard the word before then you might have to explain what you mean by it. Or you could make your own meaning and just call the person a zookinorkier.

Ok, so to get to the REAL reason I'm posting. I wanted to post some of the verses of songs that I'm listening to to help me get through this season.


"She won't make a sound
Alone in this fight with herself and the fears whispering if she stands she'll fall down
She wants to be found
The only way out is through everything she's running from wants to give up and lie down."
(SuperChic[k])


Why are you looking for love
Why are you still searching as if I'm not enough
To where will you go child
Tell me where will you run
To where will you run
(Tenth Avenue North)


I've been telling my dreams to the scarecrow
About the places that I'd like to see
I say, "friend do you think I'll ever get there?"
Oh, but he just stands there smilin' back at me
So I confessed my sins to the preacher
About the love I've been prayin' to find
Is there a brown-eyed boy in my future, yeah
And he says, "girl, you've got nothin' but time."
(Sarah Evans)


You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side
You know I'll take your hand

When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No I won't give in
(Avril Lavigne)

So those are some of the lyrics that I've been relating to...among others.

Here it is!

Here is the song on Youtube.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CdjRmM0Q0qs

Enjoy! =)

P.S. You're going to have to copy and paste because it is being weird.

By Your Side

This song is really good, it is helping me a lot right now in my life.


*By Your Side*

Why are you striving these days
Why are you trying to earn grace
Why are you crying
Let me lift up your face
Just don't turn away

Why are you looking for love
Why are you still searching as if I'm not enough
To where will you go child
Tell me where will you run
To where will you run

Cause I'll be by your side
Wherever you fall
In the dead of night
Whenever you call
And please don't fight
These hands that are holding you
My hands are holding you

Look at these hands and my side
They swallowed the grave on that night
When I drank the world's sin
So I could carry you in
And give you life
I want to give you life

And I'll be by your side
Wherever you fall
In the dead of night
Whenever you call
And please don't fight
These hands that are holding you
My hands are holding you

Here at My side
Wherever you fall
In the dead of night
Whenever you call
And please don't fight
These hands that are holding you
My hands are holding you

Cause I, I love you
I want you to know
That I, yeah I love you
I'll never let you go no, no

And I'll be by your side
Wherever you fall
In the dead of night
Whenever you call
And please don't fight
These hands that are holding you
My hands are holding you

Here at My side
Wherever you fall
In the dead of night
Whenever you call
And please don't fight
These hands that are holding you
My hands are holding you

Here at my side, My hands are holding you, oh

By: "Tenth Avenue North"

Finals

I had my writing final on Wednesday and I was the first one done that I know of because I was the first one to get up and give the test to my instructor. I feel like I did a good job so thats good. I have to turn in my take-home reading final by Monday at 5pm,Hayden is going with me for that...even though he is convinced that he's not, mom is going to make him go cause (I think) he needs to face the fear of the bus (*the one I used to have*)

Speaking of Kittens...

Ninja is being very nice right now. She's not running away, she's purring and licking my arm...it feels funny. Now she is kneading the carpet. While Peanut Butter is licking water out of the tub facet, even though her water bowl is filled with nice clean water...

I have a really bad headache right now...like really I don't like to look at the screen and so I can't spell to save my life...it's taking forever to write this post so I'm gonna go be a good girl and finish my homework in pain...